Seller Story
Carol J. Mathews, Cincinnati, OH
“I have found that Carol Mathews’ story brings her art to life. My objective with sharing her art is to help people view Carol’s art through Carol’s mind and experience her reality – the world of mental illness. I learned so much from going through this art that I wish I had known while she was alive. I’m glad we get to share her story.
My sister Carol was a very kind and shy person, even from childhood. All seven of us siblings have an artistic bent, but Carol was the most diverse in her talent out of all of us – she has everything from abstracts and charcoals to figure drawings in her body of work. The depth of her talent is astounding. She worked out of her converted garage studio and used her art to express her mind. She had written, ‘I can’t tell people in words of my experience, but I can draw it.’ Carol’s art was her therapy, but also her work.
Born and raised in Evansville, Indiana, Carol began to exhibit symptoms of mental illness after her freshman year of college. She was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder shortly thereafter. Most of us don’t know much about this illness, so we tend to be afraid of it. I am on a mission to make this something we can talk about openly, comfortably and without stigma, just as if I were going to ask you how you were doing with your diabetes or your heart condition.
During the last few years of Carol’s life, her symptoms grew more severe, and I began calling her a few times a week on Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Sometimes the calls lasted five minutes, sometimes an hour. After her death, I went through about 600 of her sketchbook journals. I discovered that even on her good days, she was still battling this illness. Perhaps that is why, during our grieving, my siblings and I unanimously felt she was finally at peace.” – Robin Cox
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Scott Addis Large-Scale Abstract Landscape Oil Painting
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Landscape Oil Painting of Countryside Estate, Late 20th Century
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Vintage and Antique Glass Beaded Sautoir Flapper Necklaces
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Tricia Bass Oil Painting of Dog "Bella's Daisies"
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Veronica Beard Single-Button Blazer
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Replica Antique Style Telephones
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Men's Filson Quilted Jacket, L.L. Bean Fishing Vest, Orvis Rain Jacket, and More
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Kathleen Quinn Oil Painting After Carol Rowan of a Still Life with Tulips, 2003
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Offset Lithograph After Guy Coheleach "Snowy Egret"
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Irma Pfannmoeller Portrait Oil Painting of Happy Chandler
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Chippendale Revival Oak and Lattice-Front Display Cabinet, Early to Mid 20th C
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Marc Chagall Color Lithograph Front Cover From "Verve," 1956
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Louis Vuitton Alma Two-Way Handbag in Red Monogram Vernis
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Sterling Diamond Inside-Out Oval Hoop Earrings
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Offset Lithograph After John Butler "Ring True I"
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Sparky Anderson and George Foster Signed Rawlings Official MLB Baseballs
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Illustrated "Every Boy's Book of Hobbies" by Cecil H. Bullivant, Early 20th C.
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Leif Janek Abstract Acrylic Painting, 21st Century
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Still Life Oil Painting of Glass Marbles, Figurines, and Cookies
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Faux Pearl and Rhinestone Ring
What is the most impactful work of art you’ve come across from exploring her journals and manuscripts?
Her handwritten artist statement. She begins it with, “I am a schizophrenic artist. I have survived suicide 3 times. After those failures, I decided to surrender to the fact that I was meant to be an artist.”
What have you learned from your conversations with Carol near the end of her life?
Carol and I talked on the phone two or three times a week, and in the beginning, I would try to talk her out of the paranoia she experienced and attempt to bring her back into what I considered sanity. I realize in hindsight how counterproductive that was, as that was not respecting her reality.
What’s something everyone can practice when confronting someone afflicted with mental illness?
It’s so important that the ill person feels comfortable. Most mentally ill people are embarrassed of their disorder. As the well person, what I’ve learned is that I can “change my language.” It’s a small and easy shift that makes a big difference. For example, I wouldn’t say, “She is schizophrenic,” because she is not her illness. The same way you wouldn’t say, “She is cancer.”
Has Carol better equipped you for this mission?
Absolutely. It’s such a difficult medical field to navigate for an ill person – nearly impossible for a well person. Her art has inspired and motivated me to incite a conversation and change the way we approach mental illness.